Thursday, May 30, 2013

The More Things Change. . .

. . . the more they stay the same. That might have been true at some point in time, but not any more. Windows and my "security" system make so many changes, so fast, that this 156-year-old brain has a hard time adjusting. Until the day-before-yesterday, when I clicked on "News," I got pictures with the synopses; now no more pictures. And when I want to go to something I've saved under "Favorites," I have to hit ALT first to get the menu bar--and I had to search the internet to find out how to do this.

It's like being in a virtual room where the walls keep moving inward, and you wonder how long it'll be before you're trapped in a very small space, and have to go back to reading newspapers and writing with a ball-point pen.
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I like this accidental picture of myself. Never knew my nose was so straight. Maybe it's just the viewing angle.

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The clinic people were so cheerful about Mo, it made me think things might be easier than before, when I brought him home. But turns out it's the same old same-old, with the same problems. And the addition of meds and multiple litter pans. And without a veterinary intern and two stout assistants to clean things up.

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Home Again

I brought Mo home yesterday, and he had to inspect every room and learn his way around by touch and smell.

There's a beautiful cardinal on the windowsill. Must be a young bird, because its back and tail are very dark instead of bright red. One of these days, I'm going to make a cardinal quilt.

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Beautiful weather today. I've walked all around and around outside, accompanied by the stray black cat. I was afraid the hydrangeas would die, after we removed the enormous hedge at the side of the house. But I guess the house itself shades them until noon, and the trees at the west side of the yard shade them in the late afternoon. The plants look healthy, and the blooms that have come out range from dark pink to dark purple.

 
This is the "bird-feeding station" from the outside:
Right now it's the squirrel-feeding station. I can't see a nest in that big bush, but towhees don't make very neat nests, so it may be well camouflaged. If it's there.
 
The pink oxalis grows in the lawn between mowings. I'm thinking about trying to make a big patch of it on the sunny side of the house.
This is another kind of oxalis. It grows wild all over the yard. Oxalis is also known as sorrel. I remember chewing the leaves of the yellow-blooming kind when I was a kid, and it has a very sour, but very delicious, taste. I called it "sour grass."
 
I suspect Mr. Reed's crew of dumping dry leaves under the trees on the west side of the house. When you try to walk over there, you feel like you're falling for a few seconds, the leaves are so deep. The lower end of this patch is covered with wild violets, which of course have already bloomed.



Monday, May 27, 2013

Sometimes They Come Back

A year later, the fleas have invaded again. This has happened just in the last few days, while Mo has been out of the house. So I'll spend today spraying and vacuuming every inch I can reach.

Maybe it was a mistake to feed the birds. The towhee seems to have forgot about feeding, he just wants to get through that window. He has tried both sides, top and bottom, and must have some bruises from collisions with the glass. What can you do? You try to be nice, and there alway, alway, something backfires.

I'm done with Facebook.

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The quilt top is coming along. The angel-print fabric I wanted to use for a border is too dark, and more brown-and-yellow than orange. I tried bleaching swatches of it, but it just leaves various shades of yellow.
But I love the angels. I'll figure something out.
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I've figured out one thing the towhee is doing: He flies over and gets a seed, then flies back into the bush. I think the nest must be in that bush, and he's feeding the setting bird. Do I have to worry about the baby birds when they hatch?

Saturday, May 25, 2013

Super Cat

The vet. doctor phoned this afternoon, and the first thing she said was, "This cat is going to outlive all of us!" She has Mo on meds for early-stage kidney failure, but otherwise all his tests were normal. She said he has gained some weight, and that he's easy to medicate. Mo is a good cat. We decided to leave him there till he finishes the course of medicine, and I'll pick him up Tuesday, since that's the first day the clinic will be open because of the holiday.

I don't remember a single useful thing I did today (Saturday), except "supervise" the Lowe's guy who unloaded about a ton of topsoil and sand into my garage. It's in plastic bags, so hopefully we won't have to shovel it directly out of the basement. That one activity must have been pretty exhausting, because around five p.m. I was so sleepy I crawled into my bed and slept until 9:30.

And I think I'm going back to the same place in a few minutes.

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Loving couple

Both Towhees are on the windowsills. The little mama bird is in front of the sunny window, and papa bird keeps going over to the shaded side, getting a sunflower seed and cracking it, then coming back and feeding it to the female bird. Most amazing animal thing I've ever seen, I think.

Jed's coming over this afternoon, and we plan to take some fried chicken or something over to Susan's, and everybody get together for game night.

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Monday Poetry Reading

We had a good crowd, but mostly "new" people. The absent regulars--Ramey, Joe, Sherry--should be aware that we talk about them when they're not there. But good talk.

I almost didn't go to the meeting myself. I got a lot done yesterday, but I hurt all day. All over. Well, not all over; my head didn't hurt. Neither did my feet. Just all that stuff in between. On days like that, I hardly ever remember that in the cabinet I've got at least three mild OTC pain relievers. "One sure, if another fails" (Browning, "Soliloquy Of the Spanish Cloister").

Mo is still at the vet clinic. The doctor said she would call me Saturday afternoon, but she didn't. I phoned yesterday morning, but the assistant said she would call me later in the day, but she didn't. Luckily, she never seems to charge me room and board when she keeps Mo longer than planned, just a basic charge plus whatever tests or medicines that she quotes beforehand or in the process. When she examined him Saturday morning, she said he still has a little bit of vision. Poor Mo.

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Poetry is important, probably as important as any other art. Painting/visual arts and crafts show form, color, texture, beauty. Prose is stories in one form or another. Poetry is ideas and emotion in distilled form, even if it has no form. Even if you can't see or hear, once you get a poem, you keep the best part of it, sometimes all of it. Of course, that's true of the other arts, like music. Art gets inside you, if you let it.

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I hate the dreadful hollow behind the little wood;
Its lips in the field above are dabbled with blood-red heath,
The red-ribb'd ledges drip with a silent horror of blood,
And Echo there, whatever is ask'd her, answers "Death."

from "Maud," by Lord Tennyson

"Maud" is a long, creepy and beautiful poem, and worth reading. "...They have not buried me deep enough."

I quit "work" yesterday before remembering to put the trash cart on the curb, and now I hear the garbage truck.

Sunday, May 19, 2013

Poem For Sunday

Today

It is a fair May morning, though
you could not call it fine;
hidden by low weeping clouds,
the sun has yet to shine.

Faint mists hang in the silent trees;
no birds the silence break.
The quiet streets, the gentle mists
have lulled me wide awake.

I love the waiting stillness, when
the sun has yet to shine.
It is a fair May morning, and
I dare to call it fine.

by jrc, 5/19/2013

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Boy, old Arthur Ritis has got ahold of my right hand and is twisting it all to heck! I was unable to resist submerging the thumb into my mug of coffee, which had cooled down to just the right warmth. Guess I'll go soak the whole hand in some warm water; that seems to help a little.

Saturday, May 18, 2013

Rain and Thunder All Night

"Beloved, let us once more praise the rain.
Let us discover some new alphabet
For this, the often-praised, and be ourselves
The rain, the chickweed and the burdock leaf,
The green-white privet flower, the spotted stone,
And all that welcomes rain; the sparrow, too,
Who watches with a hard eye, from seclusion,
Beneath the elm-tree bough, till rain is done. ..."

Conrad Aiken, 1889-1973

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I hope it has rained enough for a while. The park is underwater, and my basement has wet spots on the floor.

Friday, May 17, 2013

Mama Towhee

Thursday, May 16, 2013

Passeridae

Little gray-brown bird who looks like this, only not so colorful, keeps scooting over to get one sunflower seed, then flying away. I guess it's some kind of sparrow, but looks like one of Peterson's "confusing fall warblers," too.

The towhees just sit there and keep cheeping and eating. Right now the female towhee is visiting. She's brown all over her back and head, where the male is black, and she's smaller. Here comes Big Daddy Towhee. Cute couple.

I keep hoping the flicker will come back.

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If I'm lying, I'm dying--A tufted titmouse came and got a seed! I've got to get a photo of that bird.

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A little gray-brown bird who looks like this
keeps scooting over to get one sunflower seed,
then flying away. I guess it's a kind of sparrow,
but looks like one of Peterson's fall warblers.

 A prose poem? Or blank verse.

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

My Mistake












I threw out a handful of black oil sunflower seeds for the towhee. But next time I looked, Guess Who was chomping them up. Have to get a squirrel-proof bird feeder.

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More than 50 of my poems have won money prizes, and 50-odd more have won honorable mentions or special mentions. A lot of both have been published. I've written poems about at least 50 people I've known, other than myself, and about 40 or so that I didn't know.

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Old Age Is So Much Fun

Like when you go to pick something up, and start dropping it and trying to catch it before it hits the ground. And wind up batting it around the room. Sometimes it's not broken, and sometimes it is and then you can throw it away.

I post this picture of Lady Ottoline Morrell, because it's one of the things I've always wanted to paint but didn't have the courage to start. Or the talent to finish. She was too rich, immoral and scandalous, and not pretty, but isn't this a great photograph?

Speaking of broken china, Jed gave me a lovely coffee mug for Mother's Day. I suspect it was on his conscience that he broke one of my blue china mugs, which really didn't bother me a bit. I break something almost every day.
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Impromptu Apple Pie

Hot buttered biscuit tops and bottoms, topped with grated cheddar and applesauce. I ate them too fast to photograph.

Thursday, May 9, 2013

NASA Mars Project


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Hello, Planet Mars:
Led by your twinkling red light,
MAVEN comes in peace.

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Friday, May 10:

Everyone who submits a haiku will have his name on the DVD. Someday, at least my name will be on Mars.

One haiku formula:
Five syllables
Seven syllables
Five syllables
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A poem by me, composed of 4 haiku, about someone buried at Pleasant Ridge:

I will shelter here,
sharing with these silent friends
nights of black velvet;

Leaves of gold and flame
falling from the autumn skies
will adorn my bed.

Winds of many moods
and melodies will whisper
soft, like a lover,

While I close my eyes,
as petals of petunias
close in the darkness.

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

Good Eats

Yesterday I had about a peck of fresh vegetables in the refrigerator, so I chopped and piled them all in the big steel skillet, added salad dressing and other stuff, and baked them for about an hour. Then I ate nearly all of it, but had this little platter full for my lunch today.

I'm missing Jeopardy!

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

For S.D.S.











I think I like the little oxalis flowers best of all. They thrive and survive in the lawn, springing up a few days after they're mowed down with the grass. Every time I look at them, I remember SDS, remember being in the yard at Hammond Camp with all the flowers blooming, the hollyhocks so high I couldn't see the top, and the rump and straw hat of Granny bent over some plant.

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For S.D.S.


I can remember when
you were so beautiful,
red hair tucked under a
floppy straw hat,
working the magic you
did in the garden to
make the sunflowers grow
tall as a tree.

The cream colored rose with a
blush at the center, bloomed
lushly, its great blossoms
nodding, and you
the same color, with russet curls
straying from under the
straw colored bonnet, seemed
kin to the flowers.

Oh, daffodils, roses, sweet
peas and blue violets, your
sisters or children, come
back every year;
but why should this be, with the
rose blushing, cream colored,
russet framed face of you
vanished and gone?

Monday, May 6, 2013

Blessings

A woodpecker is eating my house.

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What would I do without the birds, squirrels, chipmunks, stray cats and dogs, Mo, and Gretchen? It would get lonesome around here. But I might get more useful stuff done, if that's important.

I've got to pack a book, then go to the P.O.

Sunday, May 5, 2013

Parties, roses, and houses

I'm proud for the old climbing rose, because it puts on such a show. The camera doesn't seem to catch the subtle pink of the blossoms, but it's really pretty. But I'm right ashamed of myself for letting it run wild this way. Years ago, when I first planted the rose and it had grown a lot, I put up a trellis for it to climb on. Of course, before long the wind blew the trellis away, so I put up another one, which suffered the same fate. So what did I do then?

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Went to India's birthday gathering yesterday, at Ramey's wonderful house up on Hawk Hill, and had a lovely time with sisters and friends. Of course I forgot to take my camera. I call the house wonderful because it reminds me of houses I've seen or read about in books. Arlington. "Our" house on Ponce de Leon in Montgomery. Tara. With flowers all around; that would be China Court. Rambling architecture, with rooms added here and there, seems to recall Howard's End. I long for sweet peas, but at Hawk Hill instead of here.

I like the (for-sale) brown house on King's Forest Drive, partly because it reminds me of Ramey's house and back yard.

Anyway, after this blooming season, I'll get Ricky to chop the Cecile Brunner rose back, and try to control it somehow.

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Jo-Ree back on the windowsill, cheeping loudly. He's fat as a bear--looks like he gained numerous grams.

Saturday, May 4, 2013

Crazy Command Decision

I hereby order myself to be happy for the rest of my days. And nights. Think up ways to make everything fun, the philosophy of Ms. Stubbs who was once my landlord and a sweet friend.

Today I'm going to a birthday party. I'll wear my new pants that fit me, and I shall cut off my hair so that next week I'll be obliged to go to a salon and have some repairs made. Maybe in today's venture I'll bleach out the rest of the color. Of course, it'll wind up yellow and strawlike, but that should be an improvement.

I've made ten blocks of the new quilt, and ordered some angel fabric for a border or something. Isn't that a blast?!!!

I'm tired of being an old grouch. Here I go to de-witch myself.

Friday, May 3, 2013

There's a Burma girl a-settin' . . .


. . .
'Er petticoat was yaller,
And 'er little cap was green,
And 'er name was Supi-yaw-lat,
Just the same as Thebaw's queen;

And I seen 'er first a-smokin'
Of a whackin' white cheroot,
And a-wastin' Christian kisses
On an 'eathen idol's foot,
On an 'eathen idol's foot.

Bloomin' idol made o' mud,
What they called the great gawd Budd!
Plucky lot she cared for idols
When I kissed 'er where she stood!

Oh, the road to Mandalay
Where the flyin' fishes play,
And the dawn comes up like thunder
Out o' China 'crost the bay!
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Elephints a-pilin' teak
In the sludgy, squdgy creek,
An' the silence 'ung that 'eavy,
You was arf afraid to speak!
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When you've 'eard the East a-callin',
You won't never 'eed nothin' else!

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Thank you, Cousin Ruddy, wherever you are.

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