Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Never apologize!

I have to get over feeling apologetic about my poems. Cuckoo as some of them may seem, they're what pop into my head and have to get out.

I thought my sinus infection or inflammation was better, but today it's much worse. And after two weeks, I still haven't received the results of my labs and CT. So a few minutes ago I phoned the clinic, forgetting that they'd all be out to lunch until 1:30 or 2:00. Anyway, I left Marie a message to get them to call me in something for the sinus, and to let me know about the tests.

I had it made up in my mind to change doctors, unless there was a good reason for "writing me a letter" (which apparently he didn't even do) instead of phoning me the test results. And not doing anything about the misery in my nose. But number one, I've tried to change doctors before, and the HMO wouldn't permit it. And number two--I forget what.

Couple of nights ago, I watched "The Sixth Sense" on TV. That's a very sad movie.
*
The poem today:

On Leaping Into Marlowe's Faust
(and Tiptoe-ing Away)

Least said, the soonest mended: I decline
The merest slight to Marlowe's “mighty line.”

For centuries, men rewrote the Faustus play,
Till how it was to start with, who can say?

I don't deny, one line my fancy grips:
“Was this the face that launched a thousand ships?”

And one more line still sticks with me, to wit:
“Why, this is hell, nor am I out of it!”

Let veils of charity the rest obscure,
And Marlowe's reputation long endure.

Too bad he's not beneath the Abbey stones;
A lonely unmarked grave received his bones.

Poor Marlowe, stabbed to death at twenty-nine!
Who could begrudge the man his mighty line?

By JRC, 6/7/2011

2 comments:

Deb said...

Oh my, I do hope you get meds for your sinus infection soon. Those infections are horrid!One of my daughters had them constantly when she was 10. I finally asked for a specialist for her. Come to find out, she had broken her nose as a small child, and all of the bones had healed wrong! That was a surgery that I won't wish on my enemy!! Plus, I felt like a horrid mom for not knowing she had broke her nose!
I agree; never, ever apologize for your poems or any of your writing. It is you, what you think and feel and no one can tell you it is wrong. When I look back at some of the things I have written, I sometimes wonder what my mind was thinking, but that is MY thinking and no one else! I love your poem for today. I hope you don't mind, but I have gone back to all the archived years of your blog and read the poetry. You are very, very good. You do need to put them in a book, a bigger one than the one I have.
I think that I am going to start writing another book, this time one for adults. It is a big step for me. I have children's books to go to publishing soon, so I might as well try some for adults. I may be asking for writing advice, hope you don't mind!
Hope you feel better soon.
Hugs....

Susan @ Blackberry Creek said...

Time for another doctor, sounds like. Hope you get relief soon. Have your tried netipot? It's a temporary relief, but it is relief.