Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Gezundheit! (sp?)

Got a cold id by dose.

Wonder if there's any way to keep it from descending to my chest.

Oh, well. Sufficient unto the day...

I've cut down to less than half a pack of cigarettes a day, and I get a bad cold. Life gets tedious. Teejus. I feel like Happy Hal Burns's old hound dog.

"Hound dog howlin', all forlorn--Laziest dog that ever was born...He's howling 'cause he's settin' on a thorn, He's just too tired to move over."

Actually, I feel pretty good, all except having a cold in my nose.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Hot As Summer, Cold As Winter

Friday afternoon, the temperature was up near 80 degrees, and I was wishing for the courage to turn on the air conditioner. Today it's in the 50s but headed down.

The Christmas and birthday gifts I received ought to keep me entertained on slow days.

























And when I get hungry, I can cook something scrumptious in my new crockpot.

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Recent Reading:
If anyone hasn't read Song of Solomon, I recommend it highly. I guess it isn't as good as Beloved, but it's really gripping, especially the end.
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The Looking Glass War is aggravating, and makes you wonder if British Intelligence really was ever as inept as LeCarre pictures it in his books. His focus is on the Cold War, but if England was that fumble-fisted in WWII, it's a good thing Hitler didn't realize it. But TLGW is a good read, with a real hero and one sympathetic Englishman.

Friday, December 26, 2008

A lovely Christmas day, and day after

Yesterday Jed and I enjoyed Christmas dinner of baked (smoked) ham, potato salad, green bean casserole, and a great salad with spinach, bell peppers, pine nuts and I-don't-know-what-all. Also a sweet-potato pie which I had to force myself to eat only one piece of. Then we visited Pat and India, where Buffy, Jason, Reed, Jude and Kane showed up later in the evening. Reed and I played with the little Volkswagen bug that was in the stocking I gave him. Of course, I forgot to take my camera with me.

I failed to finish quilting the Christmas quilt-wall hanging for Pat, but I took it up there and showed it to her, anyway. Promised I would finish and give it to her in the near future.


We had visited Susan and Vann at their lovely Yellow House on Christmas Eve, where Angela, Phillip and Amy came in later. I'm so fortunate to have so many wonderful children, nieces and nephews (I claim Amy, Phillip, Kane and Jude, and my great-nephews Jesse and Reed). Carrie was visiting her parents, so I didn't get to see her.
And a couple of days ago, I received an e-postcard from Caitlin in Rhode Island. It said, "I miss everyone terribly."

At right is the throw I made for Vann to add to his collection. And below is the pretty water-color (not by me) that I gave Jed.






Today we ate lunch at Chili's, shopped a bit at the Trussville malls, and wormed our way home through the sales-shopper traffic.


"Santa" brought me a beautiful new crockpot, and a movie DVD of Julius Caesar, one of my favorites. This evening I'm starting a pot of turkey soup in my crockpot.

In approximately nine hours, I'll suddenly become a year older.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Jangle Bells


Yesterday in the Post Office, I overheard two ladies talking together. One said her husband was having chemotherapy and wasn't feeling well. The other, a lovely woman probably in her 60s, said that 14 years ago, she had five chemo treatments and a number of radiation treatments; she had recently had her checkup and was still OK. My mouth flew open and said, "That's wonderful!" I believe that God is good and wonderful, and He will take care of Vann and all of us.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

The Ultimate Beautiful Christmas Card

This one is from Susan and Vann. Isn't it gorgeous?
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I've got all but two of my Christmas gifts completed and wrapped. I'm giving myself until tomorrow evening to finish these two, because I'll need at least two days to clean up after myself. When I'm "creating," I simply wreck all the space around me.
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Jed is coming over for Christmas. We haven't yet discussed what we plan to do about Christmas dinner, etc.
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Oh--the sewing machine breakdown: Finding that the sewing part still worked fine, I fiddled with the foot pedal, and decided the burn happened because I kept the machine turned on all day, and at some point the pedal had got stuck in the "on" position and overheated. Anyway, I've been sewing on it, and turning off the machine except when I'm actually stitching, so it's OK for now.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

God Bless Us, Every One!

This (below) is my favorite Christmas Card so far this year--from my Amazon "Porchie" friend Sarah in Missouri:




Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Gaslight

This great old movie will be on TCM in a few minutes - 9:00 p.m. cst.

I just made a really good apple-and-raisin pie, so I'm going to eat pie and watch "Gaslight."

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Poem For Sunday

Lavender Blue
(Pinkie Remembers Him Singing)

Blue Boy, your voice still haunts me like old grief,
etched on my heart, though time has stilled our songs.
Never beneath these skies shall we two meet
to sing or laugh again, and yet how long
have I clung to these harmonies I hear!
Old melodies, with each note clear as truth
move with my life, and make the passing years
enchanted as our days of dreaming youth
when first I heard your voice, and saw the glow
of your dark eyes in quest of some high trail
over the hills and far away. And oh,
dear Blue, I hope you found your holy grail!

By JRC, February 1995






Friday, December 12, 2008

Uh oh, Santa!

Actually, the sewing machine burnt up. At least, the motor apparently did. Footpetal burnt a hole in the carpet. A few more accidents to that poor old carpet, and I'll be forced to replace it--when I run out of throw rugs--oh, well.

So there go the homemade Christmas presents. I ought to have known better than to start sewing-machine projects less than a year in advance, considering my history of fighting with the danged things. Anyway, this one lasted as long as the first one did, so I guess it was a pretty good machine. R.I.P.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

All through the night


11:17 a.m. - Yesterday Dr. Gruman phoned about my test results. Everything is OK, just need to take more vitamins and get my cholesterol even lower (it's about normal).


Wednesday, December 10, 2008

A strange dream from the past

In the dream, it was late autumn, dusk, no leaves (or snow) on the trees. I was with a tour group in France. The van let us off at this path through the woods. Most of the group took off past me while I was struggling with my big heavy suitcase with one hand and arm--and a big brown squirrel with the other.

I had the feeling I had made the van driver stop somewhere when we saw the squirrel, that clearly had something wrong with it, and I had picked it up, so I got no sympathy.

I walked on a little way, watching the others disappear down the lane in front of me. The last of them, a big tall woman, strode past me at about 10 mph, saying, "We'll have to hurry to get to the chateau before dark." By then, it almost was dark.

I stopped by a tree with a big limb hanging over, and I set the squirrel on the limb. "You can live here in this tree," I told it, but it looked so lost and miserable, I took it back in my arms and tried to pick up the suitcase.

That was one enormous squirrel. Do squirrels grow bigger in France? (The picture shows similar color and mood, but prettier because of the snow.)

The "alone, burdened and anxious" feeling in the dream was similar to what I felt a lot of the time while we were (actually) in England. I was the shortest person in that group, and was usually trying to keep up with somebody. My "buddies" on the tour were Julianne and Bill, a couple from Maine who were just a tad younger than I was, and both of them I swear over six feet tall. Julianne was even bigger than Bill. They were "compleat travelers" who were going on to Egypt after England. Over the years I've wondered why they always seemed to be far off in front of everybody when I needed a hand or someone to talk to.

And I've often reflected on the fact that, at the time and place they would have been in Egypt, there were riots and shootings, some big deadly event.

I kept telling myself, while in England, "Someday I'll laugh about my predicaments on this trip." I had no idea it would take ten years or more before the humor kicked in.

Monday, December 8, 2008

"Nothing gold can stay..."

On November 28, I wrote about my dream of Robert Frost. One of these days I'm going to make an album of my strange, funny, crazy dreams. This is the way RF looked in the dream, only he was grinning all the time, and one of the poems I like so much.











Another of my favorite poems is too long to remember all of it. It's "Directive," and it's worth reading. "Let a guide direct you,/ Who only has at heart your getting lost."
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And the last stanza of "Two Tramps in Mud Time" is a good motto to live by, if you're looking for one.

"...yield who will to their separation,
My object in living is to unite
My avocation and my vocation
As my two eyes make one in sight.
Only where love and need are one,
And the work is play for mortal stakes,
Is the deed ever really done
For Heaven and the future's sakes."
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I think the cruellest thing old age can do to a body is to make him forget things like this that he remembers.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Shackleton's Incredible Voyage

I've started reading Contact, by Carl Sagan. But a few minutes ago I received an order for Endurance: Shackleton's Incredible Voyage, by Alfred Lansing, so I'm going to try to re-read it before Monday. It's a wonderful book, about a wonderful bunch of guys.

Yesterday I made a resolution to complete and wrap one Christmas present a day until I get all the mostly ready-made gifts done, then concentrate on finishing the "projects." But today I've only wrapped Jesse's birthday gift--I mean Reed's.

Oh, well, the day is--not young, but middle-aged.


Happy Birthday to Reed, and Vann, and Me, and any other December people. Reed and Vann are lovely Sagittarii, but my birthday is much later, and I'm just an old nanny Goat.


Friday, December 5, 2008

Hoping "No news is good news!"

Dr. G. hasn't called to tell me what the ultrasound showed. So I'm hoping (1) he hasn't lost the pictures, and (2) they didn't show anything unusual.


I'm making one of these for my great-nephew--that is, I'm trying to make one. So when he's in a monster mood, he can be a Cookie Monster.












Just some pretty pictures to cheer me up. And to cheer up anyone else who is susceptible to masks, costumes, cats and dogs.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

There is life after Tuesday.

My exam yesterday went OK, except for the sitting around waiting for people and running back and forth in between. Had to go to the lab twice--I think they dropped my first four vials of blood. Dr. G. sent me for ultrasound of my carotid arteries, because he said he "heard something" in my neck; probably just a frog in my throat. And a minor condition I thought might be Something turned out to be Nothing.

All of that took so long (nearly 6 hours of sitting and running), I didn't even mention the warts on my forehead, lest I couldn't get home before dark. When the Checkout asked when I wanted my next appointment, I said 2012, but had to settle for January in the year of ten. I hate appointments. Even for something good, an appointment is like a great Gordian knot hanging over my head.

The worst thing (so far) about a med exam, is that it takes several days to recover my enthusiasm for participating in civilization. I just want to crawl under the bed and cease. But there isn't room under the bed or sofa, nowhere to hide.

Old Abe (my car) hummed along like a new Mercedes. I had forgot how pleasant it is to drive up and down the highway on a nice day.

Monday, December 1, 2008

Busy week(s) ahead

Yesterday I read Redbird Christmas by Fannie Flagg, Nell's choice for our December book club meeting. It's a delightful little novelette, something like Steel Magnolias without the tragedy.

This week? Ooohhhh, get me another cup of coffee........

After tomorrow, it looks like fun though still hectic. Funny, cleaning the basement seems like fun compared to The Annual Physical. My doctor always tries so hard to find something wrong with me. And he never says anything like, "How amazing! You've got the body of a 40-year-old!" Which it wouldn't hurt him to do once every ten years or so.

But I do look forward to continuing to make Christmas presents--I'm planning on giving almost totally homemade stuff this year. Use up some of these drawers-full and shelves-full of fabrics and craft thingies. But today I can only walk up and down the hall in a dither. The dictionary says a dither is a nervously excited or confused condition. I may be confused, but definitely not excited.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

No Mo' Wri' Mo'

If I had done the November novel thing, today I would have a new one. I'm going to do it in January, though.

Atonement is a good novel. When Briony was holding the dead French boy and the head nurse spoke gently to her, I was moved to tears. Finding at the end that this was the book that Briony wrote when she was old, I guess, explained why the first half dwelt in such detail on the English country garden scene. After that, the sudden plunge into the horror of the retreat to Dunkirk was riveting. Strange how every character was captured in a few words and made human from his creation, except Cecilia and Robbie, who both remained shadowy. This, too, I expect, is explained by Briony's knowing them only when she herself was a child.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Lord, What a GAME!

36-0!

I would only just peek at the TV now and then until the second half, when it looked like I couldn't jinx them by watching. Totally gratifying, except for Saban walking around frowning and yelling like he was getting beaten over the head. What's wrong with that guy? Even post-game when he said he was happy, his eyes were rolling like something was gaining on him.

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Well, the turkey leftovers are in the freezer, along with about 3 quarts of the best soup I have ever made in my life. I ate the little potful and froze most of the big potful. I had to sample the big pot to make sure it was as good as the little pot.

Then Pat brought Reed by for Trick-or-Treat!?! and we had a good time talking and eating candy.

I went to CVS today to get cigs and cat food, and came home with lots of Christmas stuff--tissue paper, candy, stocking stuffers for a little boy I know. I was tempted to buy a bunch of those 8"-diameter ball ornaments, but couldn't think what I would do with them except put them in a yard sale someday. Actually, I plan on minimalism, as far as decorations are concerned.

Friday, November 28, 2008

Post-holiday musings

What a wonderful holiday we had yesterday! Sister Pat and niece India joined Jed and me for what Jed said was the best Thanksgiving dinner he could remember. Pat brought a delicious corn casserole that, for me, was the hit of the meal, and my sweet potato pie made by her recipe was OOOK. Jed's free-range turkey was a perfect fit for my oven, and cooked up to a gorgeous golden-brown color--and tasty? Mmm-mmm.

Jed also brought a new flat-screen TV and installed it in place of the one in the living room, which was still, to me, the "new one." (He said it was for himself, so that he doesn't have to look at lines and mysterious black boxes on the old screen; but I'm allowed to look at it, too.)

Today I sold a book (I Wonder As I Wander, Langston Hughes's autobiography), and the mailman brought me a new one (Atonement, by Ian McEwan). I've started reading Atonement, but haven't yet reached the nonboring part.

Jed went back to Atlanta this afternoon, after our sumptuous lunch on yesterday's leftovers.

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Last night I dreamed about Robert Frost. I was at one of his lectures, and was talking with him before the program. I told him I had read all of his works and memorized some of the poems. "And what have you learned?" he asked. I had a feeling he meant what great wisdom had I gathered from his works, but I just recited a couple of his poems. He gave me a well-worn little book of them, about 8 inches high by 4 wide.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Turkey Lurkey in the oven

Like a fool, I waited until morning to put the turkey to bake. So, the oven is full. I feel lak a fool. But I'm not.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Thanksgiving menu, if we're lucky...

...and if I don't have a nervous breakdown while cooking.

Thanksgiving Menu

Roast Turkey
Stuffing
Giblet Gravy
Cranberry Sauce
Potato Salad
Little Teeny Field Peas
Broccoli and/or Green Bean and/or Corn Casserole
Maybe Stuffed Eggs, If There Are Any Left After I Taste Them
Rolls
Iced Tea, Coffee, Wine
Sweet Potato Pie
Caramel Cake (or Cupcakes)
Sugared Walnuts
Fruit
Cheese
Toothpicks
Roll-aids

Y'all come.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Long visit with an old friend

Bonnie O'Neal came to visit early this afternoon, and we talked until it was getting dark. Took a long time to catch up on about 30 years of hardly ever seeing each other. We've promised to get together more often, now that we live close together.

Tomorrow is poetry reading night at the Arts Council, and this time I'm going to remember to go! I've missed the meetings ever since early last summer. That is, I'll go if my car will start. This evening after Bonnie left, I noticed I had a nearly flat tire, and I eased up to the Chevron station, stopped by the air pump and figured out how to put air in the tire. Then when I got back in the car, it wouldn't start, so I had to beg a jump start--or got my favorite clerk to beg one for me from a guy he knew. When I got home, I cleaned the crud off the battery and sprayed the contacts with Pam (which is what the jump-starter said to do), then I started the car again and let it run for a while--with the garage door open; I didn't want that woman who lives in a little box up near the ceiling in my hallway to start yelling, "Carbon monoxide! Carbon monoxide!" My nervous state couldn't have stood it.

Friday, November 21, 2008

"If ever any beauty I did see..."

(Kat's cat--not my cat.)

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About Thanksgiving:

Jed's going to go a-hunting somewhere in the wilds of South Georgia and catch us a turkey for Thanksgiving. I told him if he'd catch it and clean it, I'd cook it (told him to make sure it's not too skinny). I also told him to save the tail feathers to make a feather duster; if the Depression comes (or continues), we'll be glad to have any such free household items.

We'll try to scare up some collards and cornbread, and maybe some hominy and a mincemeat pie, to go with the bird. So everyone who reads this blog is invited to drop by on Thanksgiving day and gnaw some turkey bones.

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Just to add a bit more beauty, this is an interior shot of Wells Cathedral in southwest England. We couldn't take pictures inside it when we were there; I found this online. Wells is a rather small cathedral, but a perfect jewel, the prettiest structure (at least inside) that we saw in England.

(But not quite as pretty as Kat's cat.)

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Finally but foremost, these represent some of my prayers for Vann and Susan:

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

If it's Tuesday, I must be awake


The face in the picture wouldn't be so scary if it had some hair around it.



Funny, when I look in the mirror, it looks like I've got enough hair.



Must be an illusion, as they say the camera doesn't lie.

Think I'll use one of the hairy ones for publicity purposes. This ought to look "glamorous" on the back cover of a book.

Eat your heart out, Angela Lansbury.

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Anyway, last night I watched an old Hamlet movie starring Laurence Olivier and Jean Simmons. It almost put me to sleep. I know Olivier was a great actor, as everybody says so. But I think he is very forgettable.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Catching Up

I caught up on my sleep today. All day. Four hours at a stretch. From 12:00 last night till 3:00 this afternoon. As soon as I catch up a few other things, I'll be all caught up.

The book club had a great meeting at the library yesterday. Ramey and Susan provided wonderful refreshments and fine hospitality. Peggy U. came, after being ill and missing the last meeting. Mary Anne was out, probably due to her shoulder injury. Nell was there, and she will host the December meeting at her fabulous home, on the 19th of the month. Can't wait to see all her decorations.

I wore my annual new dress to book club, because it's so comfortable and washes like a handkerchief. I've got three or four annual new dresses from former years that I've never put on; plan to wear them all next summer, as they're all pastel colors or light fabrics.

On The Ghost, book by Robert Harris: This man is one of the best modern writers you can find. The Ghost was sort of a political novel, a subject I would usually shun unless it was supposed to be on a par with All the King's Men. But I read it anyway, and found it really fascinating. Only the ending seemed a bit contrived or unlikely.

Also to remember: The Castalia auction is next Tuesday at 11:30 a.m., Nov. 18th, at First Methodist.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Armed Forces/Veterans/Armistice Day


Monday, November 10, 2008

The Man With the Mojo


He can even fly! (Or at least levitate.)


Jed spent the weekend here, and we had a good time talking and shopping, and planning transition of the Administration. He diagnosed and treated some of my computer and camera problems, and ate some of the Halloween candy but forgot to take the rest of it to Atlanta with him.


India and Gretchen came by, but Mo tried to spoil the visit by intimidating Gretchen.


We cooked a great Sunday lunch/dinner of beef croquettes with a delicious sauce, baked potatoes and tossed salad.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Is tagging anything like

stroking the top of my head real hard? When Mom said I'd been tagged by a dog, I asked if it was that dog who was here this afternoon, the one they call Gretchen. The one I practiced my wildcat howl at. No, Mom said, it was another sweet doggie, with curly hair, one named Sophie. Humph. She said this Sophie had some questions I could answer if I feel like it.


1. What breed are you? American Domestic Shorthair. What does it matter? They say all cats are created equal, though I might not totally agree with that.

2. How old are you? My birth was not registered.

3. What is your full name? Maurice Cage.

4. Do you have any nicknames? Mom calls me Mo or Mose, or sometimes "kitty-kitty." I would prefer "Sir," or "Your Honor," but who can argue with his mom?
5. Where do you sleep? On the cleanest item of furniture or linen that I can find. This is usually on top of the big table, or on my mom's pillow. Maybe on the sofa, if it has a freshly washed throw or pillow to snuggle on.

6. What is your favorite thing to do? Wait for Mom to come home from the store, to see if she got it right this time--the right kind of Fancy Feast canned food, that is. Why is such a simple thing so difficult for this woman?

7. What is something unusual or interesting about you? My notched ear. When we first moved to this place, I made the mistake of allowing a dog to get close enough to wound me, and he left a permanent mark.

8. Who is your best friend? Darcy was my best friend. Him I not only tolerated but allowed to get close enough to cuddle, when he wanted to. But Darcy has gone to the West Coast or Rainbow Bridge, one of those far-off places. Mom says I'm her best pal, so that's good enough for me.

9. Did you go to obedience school . . . if so, were you "Top Dog" or did you flunk out? Not applicable. Cats don't obey, they command.

10. Can you do any tricks? I can do anything necessary, like opening doors of the kitchen cabinets; bringing birds and small animals into the house without hurting them, to show Mom; waking Mom up in the morning without scratching her face up too bad; and scaring at least one dog so that she lies down and puts her nose on her paws. At least, that's what she did today.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

The Year of Jubilo

Of course, at the polls, the pen flew out of my hand and blackened that little Straight Party egg, as it always had, and I'm glad, I tell you.

Sen. McCain's speech sounded like a great sigh of relief; it was elegant, magnanimous and inspiring. Speeches like that throughout the campaign might have got him elected.

I'm even proud of Gov. Palin. As the musicians used to tell each other, "If you don't know the words, fake it!"


And proud of The Man!

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A sad note: R.I.P. Michael Crichton.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Black Walnut ice cream to celebrate


(Celebrating because I don't have to do this again for a while.)

Monday, November 3, 2008

The Search for Shakespeare

Hide Fox and All After

In the second scene of Act 4 [of Hamlet], we find Hamlet alone in a room in Elsinore, where he's discovered by Rosencrantz and Guildenstern. They have been sent to bring him to the King who's just been informed of the death of Polonius. After taunting them with their servility, Hamlet agrees to go with them, and, as they exit together, he mutters "Hide fox and all after." Footnotes tell us what we might have guessed, that this is the name of a children's game, the one we know today as Hide and Go Seek.

Why does Hamlet say this? What does he mean? He isn't saying it to his former schoolmates, nor to the audience. They won't know what he means any more than we do. From this point on Hamlet talks in riddles a great deal of the time.

In Hide and Go Seek the child who is "it" plays the role of a hunted animal, a fox if you will, who is sought by the dogs, the other children. To evade the dogs the fox must be silent and crafty. When one of the hunters tracks him down, the hunter becomes the hunted, becomes the fox, becomes "it." This is only a game, of course, so the role of the fox is more glamorous than just being a dog, thus there is competition to be "it." To be the best dog, the one who finds the fox the quickest, then to be the best fox, the one who can evade the dogs for the longest time--is the motivating force that drives the game. Hamlet is a prince, born to rule. Refusing to see himself as a victim, he finds a way to cast himself as a winner--in his own mind at least--one who can "outfox" the dogs.

Hamlet is no longer a child, but until now he has lived a pampered existence. Blissfully unaware of the murderous animal energies that drive the politics of his father's court, he has, like Prospero, spent his life immersed in books and things of the mind. It has taken his father's murder to awaken him to the realities of power politics. Unwilling to believe the ghost without strong evidence of his uncle's guilt, he sets a trap, a play, to determine the truth. This works, yet it also puts him in serious jeopardy.

Once Claudius knows that he knows, Hamlet, formerly just an irritation, has become a deadly threat. Further, by killing Polonius, Hamlet has given his uncle a legitimate reason to get rid of him. Suddenly, for the first time in his life, he needs to get the hell out of his intellectual ivory tower and engage on the level of animal energies with all his wits about him. Knowing how fear can paralyze action, to encourage himself he summons up a game from his childhood, so that he can act freely, with the elan of a child at play. Thus it is to himself that he speaks when he murmurs "Hide fox, and all after."

Hamlet, Prince of Denmark is full of clues about the author, but these have led nowhere since there's nothing to be found in Stratford. There was no prince in Stratford, living in an ivory tower. This author felt safe in childhood, and what does he do as an adult? How does he deal with the cruel realities of life? He plays. He plays the lute, and he writes plays, in which, as in children's games, the victims rise when the curtain falls and the show is over to play again the following day in a world of make believe. This author was a man who felt powerless in the real world, but who found his strength and power in the world of the theater, the world of play.

The fox is safe as long as he remains hidden. There is nowhere Hamlet can hide his physical self from the King and his henchmen. But what he can hide are his intentions. From now on, Hamlet, who is of an open disposition by nature and inclined to reveal his feelings, hides them behind a mask of foolery.

Like Hamlet, his author too hides himself behind a mask--the one we call "Shakespeare."

By Stephanie Hopkins Hughes, The Shakespeare Oxford Newsletter, V. 43:#1, Winter 2007, pp 1,3.

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Sailing Alone Around the Room

That's the title of a collection of poems by Stanley Kunitz. I think it's one of the neatest titles, or lines, I've ever seen. It beats "There is no frigate like a book" all hollow.

One day last week, I received my copies of the ASPS Sampler. They printed my poem about the apple tree. I had completely forgot about the fall meeting; it was October 25 (Saturday) in Trussville. I guess it's just as well I didn't go; I had entered only one poem, and have not received a notice or prize, so apparently it didn't win even an honorable mention. I can't understand what's wrong with that poem; it won second prize in a national contest (NFSPS), but Alabama won't give it the time of day. Oh, well.

This morning I've been working on my office, trying to get it cleaned out and reorganized. At least I've got rid of all the papers, magazines, books, coffee mugs, old sandwiches and chicken bones, etc. (just kidding) that were piled on the round table. Now I'm looking at turning it on the side to get it out the door, and finding that I'll have to take the legs off anyway before rolling it into the kitchen. So what will I pile papers on when that's out of here? I'll think of something.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

The Tumult and the Shouting Die...

...but the toys and the candy remain. You could count all my trick-or-treaters on one finger. She was a beautiful little fairy princess, about Reed's age.


I kept looking for Reed, but they didn't bring him.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Poem For Halloween?



Glinda’s Brood
The house was empty, but the years went by
And children came and wouldn’t go away
No matter how you scolded; at first a few,
And then so many that you couldn’t tell
Which ones were yours and which belonged to neighbors.
You told them they could stay if they’d be quiet
And keep their fingers out of stuff that bubbled;
They meddled, though, made noise, and teased the cat.

They used to follow you when you were busy,
Pull at your sleeves and whine for magic tricks,
Even at their own expense. They never learned
That magic mostly is an attitude;
The bats and mice would play with them by the fire,
But only because they took the time to play
With harmless creatures in a lonely house;
Now, grown and impatient, they still look for magic.

When one of them knocks at the door with a list in his hand
Or a look in his eye that says, I need a chain
Of nine green stones, one broken; an old ring
That opens up to hold a dram of poison;
A brooch of Bonaparte’s hair; some copper coins
Melted and stuck together; a flint axe
That could and might have scalped a pilgrim; or
Five seashells frozen in a limestone base;

You hate to tell him, once you kept such things,
But now in rented lodgings have no room
For household store. But son, you say, take this,
An apple burnished like a dragon’s egg,
A gleaming sphere that holds a treasure. Listen,
Son, this apple has a star in it.
But he is gone and never sees the fire
Between your fingers lighting up the night.

By JRC, April 1995

Birds for Halloween:

















A Swap Package from Dawn, with treasures too numerous to name. Highlights are a wonderful fabric Halloween book, stickers galore (monsters and witches and vampires), a Michael's catalog, a fabric pumpkin pin, and lots of flowers, candles, and creepy creatures.

One of the most notable goodies is this great Trick-Or-Treat Garland:
I'll hang it on the front door Friday evening.


And Finally! - A Halloween Quilt, made by me. I just finished it today.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

These Mediterranean-Blue Skies

(More of my favorite colors!)

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

All Set for Trick-or-Treat

If I can just keep my claws out of the candy jar.



Today I've eaten two bananas and a tomato. So for dinner I'm going to treat myself to a big old Matlock-chokin' hot dog.

Details of wreath (shrunken apple-heads):